Saying No To Liberation

Should i step into the delusive circles of meaning and hope,
Or stand outside amused at what goes on,
Without being,in the least,amused.
These narratives
--of friendship
--of fidelity and faith
--of love, hope, and life itself
are nothing but a
consensus,
without many of us realising.
Now that I think I have,
How can i believe otherwise?
How I Wish I could slip into that vortex,
And never emerge,
How I wish I could delude myself...